Living asleep

Have you ever felt like you are dreaming when you actually are awake? well i don't know about you but i know i did.

It is aweful because i cannot difference what's real and what's not, i start wondering about things i see and things i do or things i saw and things i did before, i really lived that or it's just an illusion? am i dellusional?

Normally this crysis ends after a short or long time, it deppends how messed up i get, sometimes i pinch myself hard sometimes not. But no matter how short or long was, i always finish saying to myself yes, it's an illusion, it's a dream, it's just how life is.